Hi im dave im been really depressed the past few months and i hate it, im 18 going to college in the fall. well first off my parents always fight i cant stand it it, after i graduated HS, barely graduationg. i lost all my friends after i graduated, i didnt get into any good colleges i feel like i failed. i met this girl last year who i really liked and i didnt have the courage to ask her out and now she is leaving for college soon, she is all i can think of and makes me happy but yet i still feel sad knowing i blew my chance with her. i feel my emotions are getting to me lately i cried almost everyday now and feel alone and cant stop thinking about this girl,she is so smart i feel like she is out of my league and its killing me inside. i feel like my life is a big failure this is wierd to me because i used to be happy but the past year has been rough i dont know what to do anymore thats why im on this forum, i would never kill myself or anything because im optomistic but these feelings im having are getting to me. im alone and dont know what to do help

lostguy-