i don't have much to share myself. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about Hoping that things will improve soon for you. Are you currentyly seeing a therapist/pdoc or anyone whom could Help? Perhaps it is worth giving that a try as Well. As for other people, i think it may be bes to avoid interacting with them if possible although it depends on what kind of people they are as Well i think. i Hope things will improve for everyone. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Alive99, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!