I have an ‘official’ diagnosis, from when I was 17. Some things fit, or used to, but I’ve always kind of questioned it, so I’m thinking of getting a new and more specialised assessment from either a trauma or autism expert (someone who knows about both would be even better, but I’m not sure I’d be able to find such an expert... I want to go that direction because some PTSD symptoms overlap with autism symptoms and I’d have a better chance at getting a more accurate result, I think).
I’d accept it if it still came back as me being on the spectrum, though. Every self test I’ve taken indicates at least a moderate possibility (including the one I took with my counsellor who was starting to query it. It was her suggestion lol!)