I’d say you’re probably not a great match, sometimes it can take a while to come to that realisation. You can like her as a person and still not benefit from her therapy style as much as you might with someone else.
I’ve also had periods of not wanting to get better, or more accurately forgetting why I started counselling. I can relate to the feelings of resistance and there can be many reasons for feeling that way.
I’m sorry you had a bad day, hopefully things will feel clearer for you later.