This makes me feel so stupid and doubting everything. My brain feels like a sieve.
I am so embarrassed of myself, apparently I was moving lots yesterday, but I don't know about that anymore. I know nothing. I am dumb. I just never realized it. It must be my fault. I want it to be my fault.
Also why did she show me photos, I can't relate to them. I can not even say how old I was in the pictures, when it was taken. Idk. I just thought I could do it back then.

It is odd.
Idk what I am doing wrong, probably making things up.
It hurts.