I don't know where this fits. I am spending the night outside and watching the night sky. I am at peace... For once I am not struggling with urges, destroying my ears with loud music, sitting for hours locked in a bathroom, panicking or moving non-stop. I feel safe.

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Amazing... Well... Being outside at that time with Covid is not legal.
Just happy I made it back home.
Don't know what to think about this.
Can't sleep like always, tempted to study.
No idea what that was or what is going on.
Trying to just laugh it off and pretend it did not happen.
It was so hard to maneuver myself out of this.