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Old May 06, 2021, 10:57 PM
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I've been really depressed. I'm going through a med change. I finally increase my Cymbalta tomorrow. I hope that helps. It's been awful. I haven't had energy to do things. I forced myself to go to an appointment today. Good news was I wasn't anxious about it. I just didn't want to do it. I canceled all my upcoming appointments. I can't cope with leaving the house. I've been binge-eating I'm so miserable. Today was difficult. I ate three small pies tonight And I had a sandwich. I would keep eating but I am sick to my stomach. I'll just drink coffee. I can't sleep. I'm upset. I have to clean my house. If I clean my house, that means I fixed the awful day I had. I have to fix it. I have to make things right. I would vacuum but it's so late. So I'll vacuum tomorrow. I feel obsessed.
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