I've been struggling to eat again. well, maybe not to eat, but to be full. my quality of food (or to be more exact how I prepare it) is a serious issue- I am convinced that's why I'm not enjoying it.

struggled through another shower today, and 2 falls (one quite bad fall on tuesday morning, one less so bad on wednesday evening)

care team checked in with me yesterday, just with their usual crap... you're too damaged for us to help you, which I guess is another way of them saying well... we don't know what to do with you, so that's also not great