So Sorry that you're struggling! Please do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful Skeezyks about checking out the divorce and separation forums if you are interested. Are you currently seeing a therapist? i feel like that may Help a bit perhaps. i think getting through a divorce can be hard but Hopefully you can handle this. i am not sure if there is much you can do to convince him to come back to you. Have you already talked about this i suppose? If you haven't that may be worth trying Sending many safe, warm hugsa to BOTH you, @LawMom88, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!