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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty
HUGS SP. It's tough. It's hard when people we care about are sick and there's a sense of powerlessness (at least in my experience) that comes with that. I'm sorry that you don't have anyone to take care of you right now but remember that we all care about you here and we are all sending our love. HUGS Kit
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Yeah in a way the fact that I need care makes it worse...like I almost feel like a burden in a way. Problem is if I neglect myself depression sets in. I mean it seems selfish that I need to goto parks and such but it’s part of my basic maintenance of mood.
There is definitely powerlessness going on....that’s in general a trigger for my anxiety....like I need something to do to alleviate my pain, it might be sending flowers but she doesn’t want anything, if anything she’s trying to downsize her stuff so if I send flowers it’s for me and not her and that negates the whole thing.
Also thanks for reminding me, you guys are a great support network.
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