I'm sad to read that so many people here are struggling (or have been) so far this spring. How much is coincidence, and how much is related to the season and/or the complicated circumstances related to covid, or similar, I do not know.

This weekend the expat organization is finally offering the walk near my house. I ended up having to cancel because a friend was supposed to come. Then, that friend canceled on us. You should think I should just try to sign up again. It may even be possible, but a couple factors now make me not wish to participate. My husband seems disinterested now, too.

Later next week I have another appointment with my Czech therapist. I think the 4th or 5th. I'm struggling to click with her. I confess that I often struggle to click with therapists. I definitely need one, but almost feel she's doing no good. That frustrates me. Luckily I do like my new psychiatrist, though last time I felt horrible for a screw up I did in communications with him.

Yesterday I posted something in my blog for the first time in over five months. Just a photo with what is a secret message that perhaps only one person would understand. It was likely an unhealthy thing to do.