So Sorry for what you've been and are going through! Please do not give up! i Hope you're feeling at least a bit better now. Hugs. Have you tried to ask them why they need to know that? i think it is your right to know although i am not sure. So Sorry. Please do keep us updated if you want. Hope things went well at hospital. Stay Safe. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Bipolarchic14, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!