I'm very depressed today. It's mother's day tomorrow. I invited my mom to come visit me. I said we could have pie and coffee. My mom refused. She said she didn't want pie. She said she already had too much food. I feel hurt. We could have had coffee or tea. It's much easier for my mom to come visit me because of my agoraphobia. I haven't had visitors in over 4 years. I feel like an awful person. No one loves me.

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I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. No one would care. I've not done anything in my life worthwhile. People don't care about me. Not my family, not my daughter, no one.