I was really nasty though. I mean, really nasty. I know hes a really sensitive guy, and he asked me what was wrong because I wasnt looking at him, and I kept saying 'nothing,' even though I felt this sudden anger towards him. Then he tried talking to me about it and I basically told him to %#@&#! off, then he wanted a cuddle and he was cuddling me whilst i was just there, motionless.
And there was absolutely no reason for me to be like that. I know I hurt him when Im like that, but for some reason, I just dont care. He's done nothing wrong, and I can be such a *****
babyg xXx
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Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013)
'Borderline traits'
Dissociative episodes
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