Early sobriety is tough, but you just have to stick it out and get through it. It does get easier and better with time.
For me, when I get hit with cravings, I think back to my last relapse and how sick I was and how bad the withdrawal was. I never want to go back there.
Do you have some kind of support group, either virtual or IRL? I found that to be critical in maintaining my sobriety.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba