I read this and I think about it from a different perspective. If you worked until the age of retirement and retired from the job, would you feel this bad about it? I think society trains us to feel a certain way. When I read your post I think to myself how nice that she was able to have a rewarding career helping others that she can look back on even if it’s not something she can do today. Thank you for your service in helping those less fortunate. I’m sorry that you feel pain by the fact that you can no longer do that but just as others stated, you are not your job. You also do a wonderful job of supporting others on platforms like this. Thank you for that!