Thanks @ReptileInYourHead! It means a lot to me that you read all my posts in this series. It is good for me too to go back and see how far I've come. It is encouraging to me to know that I can make it through lots of urges and triggers. I did report the ad to BlueKoi and they said they forwarded it on to Doc John. I did have an ad blocker on my computer and then I got a new computer and haven't put one on. I just didn't expect to see that!


The past few days I've been having urges and wanting to's. I don't know where it is coming from. It's hard when it just seems to come out of no where. I was having some voices because I got mixed up on my medication for a few days. So I don't know if it is the fall out from that, or because I've been kind of depressed. Or just what exactly. But I'm doing self care and reaching out to others and getting through it one day at a time, Sometimes one moment at a time.


Thanks for your encouragement!!! It means a lot! HUGS Kit