thankyou all so much and sorry I haven't replied for a while, things are so busy all of a sudden ...... i really appreciate you all so much for taking time to reply and send prayers. I am going to see gran on Wednesday, she means so much to so many ... she has this corner of my heart and she is so frail i just want to put her in my pocket and keep her with me always to protect her.

love and hugs to all of you each and every one, Jin xoxoxoxoxo