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Originally Posted by divine1966
I am not wild at all, that’s the thing. Hahah Diving is actually really fun. But overall I am a bit afraid of water. I don't go on boats. Go figure, I grew up by the sea. I can swim but I am not a good swimmer but you just swim to the shore when you pop to the surface after diving. I can’t swim too far, I’d drown as I am not strong enough. These were just examples when following isn’t bad. If i didn’t follow I’d never try any of it. Not in my nature at all
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We watched a tv show recently about a teenager who tried what she thought was acid, it was synthetic, she overdosed and died. When I was the same age, I trusted my best friend and took what she told me was okay and we’d enjoy it. I followed without a second thought. Fortunately, it was okay and nothing bad happened that time. I’ve done plenty of stupid things like that.
How I dress is such a good example of having a shaky sense of identity. I dressed like whoever I was with. I’ve always had an inseparably close friend(s) or bf or h. Whoever they are…that’s who I am.
Who am I and what do I want to do with my life? Can you believe I am middle aged and asking this?
