FriendSeeker,

I'm so sorry to read this. If it helps, you've found a place where others are experiencing similar things. You may hear this often, but time will heal, so know that things will get better. There will be bad days and good days, but hang in there and you'll get through them. I have to believe there are rainbows to be found between the storms.

As for getting out and meeting people, that's improving too. I'm in NYC and we're finally starting to open up. Now I just have to convince people to meet me out there lol It's not easy to make new connections - I can explain my personal situation in a PM if you're interested - but you have to put yourself out there for something to stick.

I'm fairly new to this forum as well and I've been told the more active you are the more the forum will give back, so I'm trying. Feel free to PM me when you're having a bad day. I haven't been on in a few days, but I try to check in once in a while. For now, hope you have a great day!

~Vel