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Have you ever talked to your T about sui? Has it helped you? Did you learn anything?

L and I have started the conversation. It was emotionally intense, but good. I feel like I'm learning what it's like from the other side. I have so many questions for her. She's been very honest and mostly open. Which is good because my experience is that any conversation about this with others makes them quiet me, brush me off, or overreact. L hasn't done that to me. I do worry that I'm coming across as nosey, but really it's just curiosity and wanting to understand. I have valid points for sui, but I'd like valid point for not sui. I feel like if I understood, if/when I have a sui episode, I'll have something to hold onto to fight my thoughts.

So I'm just curious about any of your experiences and questions.