I'm not sure what the other meanings are of SI/sui. SI, from what I understood is suicidal ideation, and sui just means suicide? If I'm mixing the two up, I apologize.

But yes, I'm mostly referring to ideation. I'm also interested in L's experience with sui. I'm curious if she's experienced anyone who has and how it's affected her. I'm curious that if I did, how would that affect her. I'm curious about her thoughts about it. I just want to understand how it will affect someone.