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Originally Posted by seeker33
I struggle with exactly the same issues. I wonder if you perhaps had a traumatic childhood, where you kinda lived two opposing lives or played different role (eg private vs public, or with different people where you behaved like two different people, or was there some sudden major change in your life?).
It could be chemical imbalance, as well.
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I can't really decide what would be counted as traumatic. My childhood is something I really don't like to look back to. Very early on( maybe around 7 or even before) I was depressed, had nightmares every night,low self worth and a strong fear of abondentment. To be said, my parent broke up when I was 4 years old and my father did not really want to spend time with us. Moved out of the country when I was seven and had nearly zero contact with us for 3 years.
In those 3 years it became worse, I even considered ending my own life.
But I wouldn't really count that as trauma. It was just bad luck I guess.
I see that it says something about complex trauma in your Profil, what does that mean?