@christina~ Sending lots and lots of love!! SO much!!

@wildflowerchild25 It sounds like you are doing a lot of the right things to help yourself -- good for you!! I hope things smooth out soon for you. And keeping your hands busy sounds like a good plan.

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I've been... a mixed bag. Not as in mixed state, TG, but more like bad spells with mostly basically alright. I cried SO hard yesterday after work. What used to be my favorite job ever has often become emotionally challenging. And once the tears started, everything piled on the "I suck so much" bandwagon.

Physically, it feels like bursitis is acting up in my hip again. It'd been good for so long.

Just trying to keep forging ahead though, yanno?

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Mr. Robot

Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.

--The Cure