I'm not making any progress. Just doing nothing day after day. I need help. There just isn't much that I'm tuned into.

Talking with therapists never did me any good, so I won't pursue that. My sisters are very encouraging, but I'm way far from them.

I got my vaccine shots, so, after tomorrow, I will feel free to go anywhere I want (that's open.) I'm planning to hire someone to help me with some home organizing I need to do. That might actually get me unstuck from where I'm at. I hope.

All I want to do is eat every few hours. Last year, when I was depressed, I lost over 10 pounds. That was nice. Now, nothing good is coming out of my being down.