Personally, I am safe right now. I'm not actually suffering from any thoughts. Which is why this is the perfect time to have this conversation with L. When I can actually process and take in everything.

Also, this isn't about a person's right to die or not. That is another topic and more sensitive to others I would think. This is simply about discussing sui and SI with your T, and how it has affected you. I understand that it affects people differently and am glad to hear the different points of view. And I don't want there to be a debate of opinions.

My thread is a sincere curiosity about sui. I don't have anyone who will have a conversation with me. Anytime I bring up the topic with dad or H its "Talk to L". They do not want to hear it. Or my mom tells me that I just need to spend the night at her house and everything will be okay. There are no serious conversations. I have L, T, and you all. Which I am grateful for. And I feel in a good space to talk about such issues.