Life can be hard sometimes and the same can go for Friendships i think. i think talking to them about this and how you're feeling may be a good solution if you believe they can handle that. Things may even get better if you talk it through with them. From what you wrote it seems like you're trying to improve things. i think you should be proud of that. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WovenGalaxy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!