My life is a nightmare so much of the time. And I feel so sad, struggling, trying very hard to keep myself above the water, so to speak, & be of some benefit to this world, in any way possible. I keep hoping that I'm not entruding. I feel such a mixture of things, including gratitude, & fear. God bless all of you. I know how hard it is. I also see I'm in wonderful company here. I can feel the intelligence here, & I'm so grateful for this sharing place, beautifully designed/invented by our Doc John & his volunteers. I am going through a very difficult moment in my life right now. But I do believe I have a wonderful future ahead of me. So I just need to be patient. All of us are going to be ok later.