I can’t believe I did that. This pain is awful. I don’t know how to survive it. 2 months of horrendous sessions and I think I’m done, I don’t see a way forward and I’m not sure you do either. Maybe we really will never meet again. The little ones worst fears realised. Trauma on top of trauma on top of trauma. I’m too broken and now I’m alone with all of this and i have no idea what to do with it