When I got attention (temporary agreement as above), I was able to finish work tasks DAYS BEFORE THE DEADLINE.

Man, that was a first. But so awesome.

Also I've just remembered another idea I had tonight (it's getting really late), about how to get her help again. She's willing to help more, she just doesn't know how and I had an idea about that. It requires me facing the issues I have, my slowness, depression, all that, but that's okay.

I was gonna forget that idea, but this thread helped me remember LOL