I am depressed again and have no time for it. Prom, my teens birthdays, MIL visit, and family pool party to attend all in the last weeks of May. I have working with PDOC and she has increased my meds temporarily but they haven't kicked in yet. We are treating everything systematically for now. Ativan at night to help me get over anxiety and sleep and Ativan in the middle of the night when I want to wake up and get about 4 hours sleep. Haven't felt like doing anything but I pushed through and finished my last school assignments and have to get through the rest.