Yes, I think losing my sig. other of many years has taken away the main source of joy in my life. I just don't care about anything like I did when he was part of why I made plans. If he were here, watching TV, I would bustle around with little household chores. I would feel content in getting things done to make our enviornment nice for the both of us. Daily life that is shared feels so much richer. Now I listen constantly to the voice inside my head, where before I would hear his thoughts and enjoy the sound of his voice.