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I want you to know Troy, I read your story and it didn't make me cry. I was saddened by it however. I'm saddened to know that you and so many others have gone through that kind of experience, saddened to hear the betrayal you felt, saddened to know that there is something in humanity that causes us to behave in such ways.

I hope that you and others might feel you can share more of your experiences here and find the personal healing you need. Maybe even some closure. I hope it's okay that I said that. I know that when people have gone through extreme experiences they might not want to close the door on it because they honor themselves and others by remembering. So maybe closure is not so much the word I mean, maybe a better word would be "peace". I hope you (and others) find a way of making peace with your experiences.