So, following up a little on my post because I met with T today. I asked him about why he opted to do the evening session with me, if it was because I was away from home and by myself. He said that was part of it, but also that I didn't usually reach out like that. And in particular, the fact that my last text to him just said, "Help?" made him concerned about me. So it made sense why he opted to do something he might not normally do.

So I didn't further address the fact that I felt awkward/uncertain about his going beyond what he would normally do. Because it seemed like he explained the reason. And it didn't seem like he was put out by it at all. In fact, he seemed warmer to me today than usual. I did thank him again at the beginning and end of today's session, too, and said that it meant a lot to me.


I'm trying to think of it as, maybe he was glad that he was able to be there for me and help me through a difficult evening. So maybe you can try to look at it that way, Daisy? That maybe he's happy to provide the support, to feel like he's helping you?