I have my Saturday night blues but they are nowhere near as intense as they usually are including last Saturday. Basically I’m just very tired right now. I knew my move would really help things. I was down earlier about how I was treated last Christmas. But now I know I’ll have the support this Christmas that I didn’t have last year. I’ll probably have a crazy amount actually. It’s weird though to be thinking about Christmas and I should probably just focus on the right now. But honestly it was a bit traumatizing last year.

I can’t deal with my weight blankets tonight (which is actually not a bad thing if I don’t need them) so I’m just under my tortilla one about to crash for the night. But my depression is very mild compared to what it usually is on Saturday nights.