I came here to vent and I dont care if when you read this it causes you to feel I dont have a right to talk about the things I am or feel the way I am. That's been my past few experiences here but I just don't rightly care anymore. Wanna judge someone? Start with yourself! You here to help? Then red all the way through and never once tell me what I should or should not say or feel!

Every so often my husband goes through times when literally saying hi to him is enough to piss him off. Hes going through that right now. But I had a bad time with ppl on Facebook last night and needed to talk about it. I told him that people are going nuts on Facebook. He asked why .. so I explained. He was actually nice and not hateful and made me feel better. Now, hours later, he let's me know hes been sitting and building anger over me venting to him all day. I complimented him bc his feet are looking healthier than usual "well I will just go to bed and you wont have to see me!" Those outbursts are acceptable but me talking about bad experiences i have are not? Or complimenting him? I am stressing so hard and I seriously dont think anyone cares. Most of you here don't know me anymore anyway so you likely dont care either but I needed to vent the only way I can. And do not tell me to leave him. That's not helping. That's just a way of causing more pain. If you are gonna try to help ... tell me how to be able to communicate with him or how to vent. Dont tell me how to live my life though. I figure that out on my own.

Anyway done.

Hate me or not, whatever.