So Sorry you're struggling! Please do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful downandlonely. about seeing a doctor. Perhaps try another therapist as i feel like it may Help a bit. Hopefully things will improve soon. Just try to take things one step at the time. i think you're stronger than you think. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @circle, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!