i don't think i am particularly careless, in fact i'd say i am quite the opposite in that i am an overthinker perhaps. i think everyone has different personalities. Working with a therapist to manage them may prove to be Useful. Give it a thought. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. please do not give up. Hugs. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @annoyedgrunt84, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!