I guess this is the end, soon. I am only seeing her every 2 weeks now, I will see another T on thursday, just to see if he can give me a diagnosis for my anxiety and hallucinations. If not, I think I'm done will all this.

T's are just people, after all. Why the **** did I think they might be able to give me some insight I haven't reached myself already?

So at the end of the day, I am no smarter but for this conclusion.