Mountaindewed - I hear you. That's exactly the state of mind I've spent a lot of time in.

Yesterday, I broke out of a lengthy spell of being in a deep rut. I didn't feel despondent, but was neglecting everything I need to pay attention to. I got stuff done yesterday, which made me feel very hopeful that I can pull myself together.

So far today, I've just relaxed. I'll get something done this eve. I'm getting back on track. What a relief!