I'm so anxious tonight. I'm at my sister's pet and chicken sitting and I'm having a hard time not thinking something will break into the chicken coop and kill the chickens. I know this is because one of our chickens at home was killed by a fox or coyote last week but I'm feeling very anxious that I might have done something wrong and risked her flock. They just lost their HUGE rooster so they have something around with strength. They shut the door with a bamboo stick to hold it closed and I'm scared it could be forced open and a chicken or 2 or 10 stolen.

I'm don't know why else I feel so anxious. I'm going to have to take a PRN which isn't usually a big deal but I want to wake up if the dog needs out. She's used to sleeping upstairs and doesn't hear so many night noises but we're sleeping downstairs and she needed out 2 or 3 times last night.

I usually like it alone here but this time I'm having a harder time. I go home Friday and I'm anxiously waiting. Maybe it is because I don't have therapy this week because my therapist is on vacation. But normally I wouldn't have therapy on a week down here so I don't know if it's that.

Oh well. I'm sure this could be much worse. The dog have finally passed out of her chewing phase which is a very good thing. She was a very bad chew-er when she was younger. So far I've not had to stick my hand in her mouth at all. That's a good thing. There are more. There is a cute bunny that eats clover from my hand. I need to find out her name. And the sun porch is wonderful this time of year.

Just gotta let go of the chicken anxiety.....