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After about four months without talking about anything, no meds, but also no self harming (i have completely stopped with that even to this day), I started getting more and more depressed. And finally the thought of just ending it all came to mind. Ever since then, it has become an obsession. I dont know if it's the lack of therapy or the fact that im off the meds that has triggered this. Nothing has really happened in my life. Nothing im not already used to.

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It's the same exact thing I'm dealing with right now. It's been four months since my last therapy, and I'm just more depressed than before.

There are times when I feel like I'm dead already. That's a bad thought. There are times when I just want to have amnesia, so as to forget everything, but that's not a good one either >.>

I hear you. ;[ I was about to make a new post regarding this one but I figured out just to contribute to this thread since it's the same thing.

I hope you're doing better today. I'm going out to my close friend's house today just to hangout and shove my thoughts away... they have no idea what is going on with me, but hey, it doesn't hurt either.

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