So Sorry you have to put up with this! Please do not give up! Hugs! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters! Be Honest and if they're true Friends they'll Hopefully understand what you want to say! Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @imaginethat, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!