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Old May 19, 2021, 06:58 AM
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Originally Posted by Brego View Post
Always I smoke during a storm. It's doing that, and most of the time, it's Organic Tobacco. Sometimes it is a un-realized-when-I-do-it habit. It makes me wide awake though. Mom notes it all the time. Pushes me to stop. I try to tell myself that the habit is sort of up in the air if I do it constantly or not. I think they are telling me I do it when I do not. The voices and situation hallucinations. The situation hallucinations are like out of body experiences that I hallucinate entire things said, the environment, etc everything in them. I seriously think it happens. And I have no clue what to do. I hope I don't get sucked into them anymore.
I'm sorry, @Brego. I don't like storms either. If I smoked I'd probably be smoking more, too.
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