So Sorry that things have been so hard for you and So Sorry for the late reply as well. i think facebook and other social media can certainly get frustrating and this is a frustrating period for everyone i think. So Sorry if this forums isn't As Helpful as you hope it to be and So Sorry if my posts haven't been able to do much either. Please do not give up though. i think you're stronger than you think. Pm me if needed and i am sure that plenty of others will be glad to Help if you just ask. Let me know if i can do more. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WovenGalaxy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!