I'm a worthless person. I haven't done anything with my life and I'm too scared to. I have no idea what my dream job is. Because I don't have one. I am likely going to do behind the scenes work in an office. I'm ok with this.

I'm very depressed. The cdc new guidelines really shook me up this morning. Kind if ****ed up my day. I'm sick of being alone. Sick of not connecting. Sick of no one caring. I feel like a waste.