Ruby, you know that this not what happened. You know the behaviors you have done that pushed others to enforce boundaries with you. Re-read your old threads. It's not out of the blue. It's typically in response to an inappropriate behavior that you express to them. I know it's hard, and you are upset, and feel like people are being mean to you, and you need to re-read your threads and remember factually what happened. Actions have consequences. You know this. It's not bad luck. You do not "act like everyone else". Stalking is not what everyone else does. You need to face this or it will keep repeating.