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Originally Posted by WovenGalaxy
I'm a worthless person. I haven't done anything with my life and I'm too scared to. I have no idea what my dream job is. Because I don't have one. I am likely going to do behind the scenes work in an office. I'm ok with this.
I'm very depressed. The cdc new guidelines really shook me up this morning. Kind if ****ed up my day. I'm sick of being alone. Sick of not connecting. Sick of no one caring. I feel like a waste.
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I'm sorry hearing about this. So much of what you're saying is something that I can relate to for myself. As far as getting work that's behind the scenes, that's what I've been doing all along, including now. I really like it and felt like it's the right thing for me. But now, I have been posting about how much I don't like my job anymore and maybe getting out of it soon. I have been working at that job for 15 years; and I really loved my job in the past. I definitely don't now and I don't know where all of the love I had for my job went. Of course, I know why and it's because it's changed so much.
I'm pretty sick of being alone myself, and felt like I've been alone for a long time. I like my alone times but I don't like it being that way practically all of the time. Also I feel like people in general do not like me that much.
I don't have any suggestions. Just hope that things will get better. Oh, and one more thing, you're not worthless.