So that went better than expected. Still not sure you fully get the depth of my feelings and it still seems like you don’t really want to explore my past, just focus on the present so I guess we need to have that conversation because I know I won’t heal without processing all the stuff from childhood. It was nice to hear you say that you care, although I’m not sure if I believe you. And when you told me you were so proud of me at the end that seemed so genuine but I’m not sure how I feel about that. I guess it felt weird and.....uncomfortable. Nobody has ever told me they were proud of me.
But next week is the last week for our break so I expect that is going to turn in to a s**t show like it usually does. Please prove me wrong.