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RozG said:


you know...some days i wish i'd never been born...and what difference does it make to anybody if i'm sober or clean? most only want my head straight so they've got a mug to lean on


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The only thing that I see wrong here is.......

YOU SHOULD MATTER TO YOU! Be good to yourself! There is no crime in that. Be selfish! Be sober for YOU!

PLUS, those who try to lean on you with your head straight.........ha! I've found that when my head is on straight.....I am better able to eliminate those negative people. Even though we are cyber friends, RozG, we are your FRIENDS and we are here for YOU. Get your clarity with sobriety and then you will see WHO is worthy of leaning on you. That's the funny thing when we drink - we don't realize the negative forces and we can't eliminate them.

I know just how you feel! Hang in there and do it for you! It's OK to be good to yourself!